What am i waiting for?

So its been awhile since i've blogged bout anything, mainly due to my busy schedule.
Over the past few weeks i've been doing lots of thinking, mostly bout my future. I cant help but wonder where i'll be in the next few yrs to come. I start to think if i'll be still where i am right now, just living my life day by day...waiting for a promotion, waiting for somebody, waiting for my bank balance to increase...basically waiting to progress into the next stage of life.

As much i dun want to admit it, seeing my friends get married, have babies, start their own businesses...i'm starting to feel like i'm going no where in life. Its been difficult with the recent events, getting out of a relationship, adapting back to city life, having a member of the family diagnosed terminally, being told that i've a certain medical condition as well...not to mention the additional stress & responsibilty at work. I'm probably just feeling pityful with myself. Sometimes i wish i could just go back a year or two...and enjoy tat moment again. Come to think bout it, it was one of the happiest moments of my life. But alas, life goes on.

So i've been getting involved in more physical activities recently, mainly due to health reasons, add more variety into my daily routine but mostly to keep my mind distracted from the real world. The last time i was tis physically active was back during my band days. I missed those days...no worries...no responsibilities...just had to made sure i memorised my musical notes n steps. Back to the present day, i'm very thankful & grateful for the few friends i have around me, u guys have been really supportive & helpful. Eventhough i dun show it...i'm really thankful. So thanks!

So here i am now....waiting for the next activity,be it golf, badminton, futsal (my legs ache like a b*tch now), or hopefully some cycling or paintball tis weekend. I've been waiting my whole life... i dun know if i'll be dissapointed and disgruntled one day. But i hope i'll be ok. Maybe all i need is a sign. All i need is an indication.

You're Beautiful

Recently i've been obsessing over a korean drama called You're Beautiful. At first i was WTF another korean soapy drama,but as i watched minute after minute of it i find myself being hooked onto it. Call me gay or a wuss but i enjoyed this drama thoroughly. Yes there's loads of crying n corny love scenes in it,but somehow that appealed to me in some weird & freaky way.My feminine side probably?

Anyways this drama is about this band called A.N.JELL (pronounced Aay-En-Gel)and consists of so very adorable characters.The lead actress is also so God-damn cute...she could probably commit the worst sin n still get away with her looks.

I also kinda got hooked onto the soundtrack and ended up burning a cd of the OST and am listenin to it now daily at home,in my car, on my ipod etc..though i cant understand a word of the songs coz its all in korean...it probably made it nicer.So yes ppl,i've been drawninto & suckered into one of those Korean craze fans.I even created an account on Soompi.(some korean fansite)

Anyways, to all those out there reading this,i'd reccomend watching this drama if you've plenty of free time on ur hands coz once u start u cant stop.For me at least. Annyeonghi gyeseyo!

Is it just me?

Hi all, welcome to my blog. Firstly, just to warn u all that everything u read in here is gonna be spontaeneuos & irrelevant.Plus i WILL maek spelling mistakes...so bear wit me k?

So what should i write about...well let me just define the word "blog" first.

blog (blŏg)
n. A weblog.
intr.v. blogged, blog·ging, blogs
To write entries in, add material to, or maintain a weblog.

So it seems i am suppose to write entries,add material or maintain a weblog.Weird...it seems that most blogs i visit do neither.Does Gutterpost qualify as a blog??Or shud it be categorised under newspaper,magazine,tabloid,daily needs...
Oh....and i just realised the word "blog" comes from "weBLOG". did everyone know that?or is it just me.

Anyways, recently i received alot of comments on a tshirt that i wore...it stated "Sometimes when i'm alone i google myself". Most ppl seem to think that its perverted in someway...however when further questioned,it seemed that almost 8/10 ppl has tried to google themselves before.(another 2/10 probably also did but didnt wanna admit) So why isit we google ourselves??abit redundant isnt it?but then again why do we also view our own profiles on fb,frienster,myspace,etc?To ensure that we look good on the profile pic we spent hours photoshopping?or to read up on our own hobbies,fav food,fav movies to remind ourselves how much cooler we r then others?
Or is it just me again....

Lastly, i hope i didnt offend anyone coz tis is all just plain randomness plus i'm kinda bored now,n no pun intended, if u read till the end u probably r bored n random too.